Dual Thinking
For a while now I occasionally feel 2 opposite(not the same) feelings and thoughts. The first one is negative, second is positive.
The negative one looks like I am not worthy, I am bad, I suck, while the positive one looks like I can do that, I do a pretty good job and so on.
The gist
I like to view it from perspective of caching. In order to optimize parts of software for high speed, there are used variety of techniques. The most powerful one is using data caching, because requesting data from long-term memory is slow, but in real conditions speed is what matters, at least it was like this centuries ago.
Drawback
The worst drawback caching has is stale data. It happens when data in long-term storage has changed, but cached values are not or not fully.
Result
The consequences of such behaviour are 2 types of answers to the same question, situation and idea.
I would say, when you feel like this, because you were the one who decided to do that, then it is pretty cool. It shows that you are making progress, though it might feel kind of overwhelming.
There is just one thing. It is important to lead the way, because if you fell asleep while driving, you might get lost or get into accident.
cout << The bottom line << “\n”;
Just keep going if you got here. If you do not quit, then you would succeed. At the very least, I believe that you would succeed in what you are doing.
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